liking a boy is so confusing like… i hate boys. but i like this one. but i must not like him. but he’s alright. no he sucks. hes better than other boys.. no. u must not love the enemy.
I don’t like killing things but there is a mosquito in my room buzzing around my ear and I can’t catch it. WHY DO YOU EXIST?
I’m such a mess, I just had a breakdown over the fact that my potential housemates want to live in Lewisham but I don’t, I want to live in Mudchute, but I don’t want to let them down and I feel terrible.
have you ever just looked at someone and thought, my fucking god i adore you. i adore every goddamn ounce. i adore your bones and your soul. but I’m a loser, who just doesn’t wanna lose you. i can lose fucking everything, but not you. oh god. not you.